MOVING ON, Part 2/2: Dealing With a Breakup | Sanders Sides

MOVING ON, Part 2/2:  Dealing With a Breakup | Sanders Sides

Roman: Oh! Remember all of the events in the last episode… Logan: Patton. You know, full well, what it means when Thomas is thinking about Guys and Dolls. Patton: I don’t know what it means – Sue Me. Thomas: Oh, I get it. That was a song from Guys and Dolls. R: You just don’t understand love. L: I understand that it’s making you act pathetic. P: Somebody say cat aesthetic? L: Take it off. T: When you’ve been in a relationship as long as I was, It’s… hard to let go of those feelings. R: Why don’t we just call ’em? You know? We can call him right now – Virgil: STOP. R: A TEXT then. V: Definitely seems to be room for improvement. T: ROOM! Patton – you’re at the core of a lot of my happy feelings. P: I’m at the core of a lot of your feelings. T: Maybe going there and enhancing those happy feelings is what I need. P: Here we go… T: Look at all the memories you’ve got stored in this place, Patton! L: There seems to be a high concentration of items encompassing your education here, Thomas. R: The show memories, the performances. V: Are these your old journal entries and stories that you wrote in middle school? L: The Rainforest Rap. T: Your room is awesome! Like I don’t know why you would want to leave it – ever. L: Virgil, are you okay? L: Come on, let’s go. It’s time to end this experiment. T: Logan, shush it’s… fine. It’s fine. L: All of this because Patton can’t let go of one person? P: Logan, can you stop? Please? L: If you don’t wanna to listen to me, This is your issue to resolve. I am outty fifty thousand. R: Hey. Do you guys remember the fifth season of Lost? Ah, what a good use of a flashback to bring unaware viewers up to speed for this video. T: That was subtle. [Sanders Sides Theme Music Plays] R: Well, this is just great! Fantastic. PERFECT. No one wants to talk about Lost with me? T: Patton, what happened there? P: Oh, that was nothing, Thomas. Sometimes I just get to act a little bit silly that’s all –
look pictures… T: Patton, that wasn’t acting silly that was something… …much worse than silly. P: … Feisty. T: No, the – [exhales] This looking back on simple memories is just tiptoeing around the things that I REALLY want to remember. But I – I CAN’T or I – I shouldn’t. You guys, this isn’t GOOD. I mean – the literal voice of reason just LEFT! R: No! Love is not about REASON Thomas. Love is about taking a CHANCE. You took a chance when you asked a guy out three years ago, and it led to you having some of the happiest moments of your life. Now, your heart is crying out to you –
Patton cry out to him – P: What?
R: Go ahead, cry out. [honk/yell?] R: See? Now are you going to ignore his cry Thomas, or are you going to… Take a chance. T: Take a chance… how? R: By picking up your phone, dialing HIS number, and CHARGING BACK into love’s battlefield. T: Yeah…. [Virgil grunts] Him [on the phone]: Hello? P: [gasps] That’s him! V: [distorted voice] Hang up! T: AH! R: Why did you hang up?! T: Virgil told me to! R: Why did you listen to him?! T: He was LOUD. R: Higitus Figitus, I’m getting sick of this! Patton: No no no no no no no no no no nonononononono- T: What do I do now?! P: Got a sloppy situation here… R: Oh! The back up idea! Text him! T: Text him what?! R: Uh – tell him you butt-dialled him. T: What?! A Butt-dial?!! Really?!! R: Uh – Look, I’m thinking off the fly here Thomas,
and you DO have a bodacious back side. T: Stop. V: [distorted voice] No. R: I mean that thing has a mind of its own. T: I am NOT gonna lie to him. R: Then let your tush do the talking. T: What? R: Let your bottom do the bluffing. Keep your lips locked, let your cheeks and hips talk. T: My hips do NOT lie, Princey. R: I’m just saying you have a very persuasive posterior. I’m so sorry. I can’t stop. P: Now, Roman, lying is wrong. T: Yeah, that’s a side of myself that I would prefer not to feed into. R: Well then what are you going to do? Tell him that you called in an act of desperation? Because for MONTHS you’ve been quietly hoping that everything would go back to the way that it was before? T: I – R: Are you going to tell him about all the times you fantasized about him calling you? Saying that he’s ready to try again? Are you going to tell him that you want him back? Because that’s the truth. T: No. R: I didn’t think so. T: No, I mean, no that’s not the truth. I – I don’t WANT him back. At least… …not in that way. I – I don’t wanna do that to him… …because I love him. He was unhappy when he was with me. And I – I don’t want him to be unhappy. The truth is, Roman, I don’t want him back. R: But you do. I KNOW you do. I know all of your dreams and fantasies. I’m “The Dreamy Fantasy Guy.” P: He does… and he doesn’t. T: [exhales] I wish I had Logan here to explain this. That can’t be real, Roman. The thing that I want – that you want for me… …it’s impossible. You’re right. I want it SO BADLY but…. …it’s fantasy. Forcing a relationship that doesn’t work to happen again after it already fell apart – restarting that cycle of heartbreak… That would be mean. To him AND to me. But that would be the reality, and I DON’T WANT that reality. R: I – I… Oh, what did I make you DO? Patton, Virgil. I – I’m getting this all wrong, and I’m HURTING YOU in the process – T: Oh geez – he’s calling me back. R: PICK IT UP, PICK IT UP!!! V: [demonic voice] Don’t! P: I – I don’t know – I don’t know?! R: DESTINY HAS DIALLED BACK!!! V: Get rid of it – get rid of the phone now! T: [desperate war cry] [collective sounds of dissaproval] P: I – I know you shouldn’t have done THAT. V: [exhales] I meant like – set it down or something…. T: [whispers] I panicked. P: Yeah… R: I just gotta say I am – uh – sorry, guys. I was literally in the middle of apologizing, and I just immediately took a u-turn right back into
“Part of the Problem” Town. P: No, it’s not all your fault, Roman. I think we’re ALL in a bit of a jumble here. T: What am I doing here? Honestly. There are future shows to perform in. Future pictures to take. New things to write and – …new things to learn. I know this, I KNOW I know this… So why do I look back? P: Maybe… because… it’s easier to stay here and try to be happy. R: Possibly because it reminds you of a time when you felt… …worthy of someone. V: [normal voice returns] You’re afraid. Afraid that… …you’ll never feel some of these feelings again. P: THAT feeling. T: I’m mad at myself sometimes, guys. No matter how I try, no matter how long it’s been… Or what I attempt to distract myself with Eventually the train of thought always leads back to the memories tied to – We met when we both auditioned for Guys and Dolls. We were both cast and… …quickly became friends. R: Yes. T: Such a simple show. It’s amazing how a musical as simple as that one that’s not very deep could mean so much to me. It was my favorite show. But not because I particularly liked the songs or the dialogue. Honestly, I’m not really a fan. Even still – it was my favorite musical. And I can’t bear to listen to its music. R: Mmm, because of the outdated and unsavory gender roles filled out by the cast of characters. T: Because T & V: It hurts. T: And also because of that. V: Yeah… T: I still wasn’t comfortable with… …myself but… I just felt something for someone else that I had never felt before. Ya know? P: No. T: Heck I – I don’t think I ever put myself out there more for ANYONE. V: It was freakin’ torture, man. T: But it was worth it.
I’m sure it was. Wow, okay… when I was young my Uncle Buck- P: Like the movie! T: Yeah, sure. P: Say what does Buck short for? T: Uh… …I don’t know… but – P: Because he’s got little legs! [giggles] R: Oh, like the reason he is short. T: You know you don’t have to do that, Patton. P: What? T: Try to… HIDE what you’re feeling with jokes. It’s okay to be sad sometimes. P: I’m never sad! I’m your happy Pappy Patton! Just a fun-loving father figure figment. T: Falsehood. P: You said yourself.
I’m at the core of a lot of your happy feelings. T: You’re at the core of a lot of my feelings…. … Happy or Otherwise. When I was younger, my uncle used to take me fishing and I HATED it. It was boring, throwing the living fish in the cooler upset me – – there was no escape for them or for me. On the boat, I was stranded with miles of H2-Open water in every direction. R: There’s never a bad time for wordplay. T: After my ex and I had been dating for some time and my family saw how serious it was, my uncle invited us BOTH out on the water with him, and I was not looking forward to it. I mean, my mind was racing. What might my uncle say, what if I said something wrong? Am I prepared to share a small space with my boyfriend and my uncle with no easy escape? V: [Shudders] Oof. T: The day came and it was… …not bad at all. Fishing was so much better with him there. R: Your uncle? T: Obviously not. R: Well, a little clarity never hurt anybody. T: [clarifies] My boyfriend. With him, I didn’t mind floating in the middle of a mass of water. I wasn’t isolated anymore. It can have a pretty BIG impact when someone can make you enjoy something you’d normally dread. That was when I really knew, ya know? From that point on, I guess I was – V: Don’t. T: Hooked. V: You ruined it. T: The whole relationship was filled with those moments. They’re the moments that I choose to hold on to the most. But… I- I have to be fair to myself… … and recall the other moments. The moments filled with sadness, anger, and confusion. The moments where we wondered whether the paths that we were on were truly conducive to… … having each other in our lives. When we ended things, it was for the best,
but my heart… Er… I… …never stopped loving him. V: I know. WE know, Thomas. But eventually… You’re gonna have to move on from him. T: I just don’t know how to. P: Maybe… Maybe you don’t – not completely. T: Patton – P: But you can’t stay here. Moving On is not the same as Moving Forward. What I mean is – don’t focus on “Moving On,” Constantly reminding yourself of where you should be in life only makes you feel more… …down in the dumps. At first, this room does bring a jolt of happiness – I feel it myself whenever I come here – But… …the return to the present can be… … too much, sometimes. It’s why I’ve been so… emotional lately. R: Patton, I had no idea. I suppose I’ve been contributing to that, in some way. Thomas, you should know that though I dream big, where you are in life… …It’s precisely where you need to be. And the only direction to go is forward
– one step at a time. Not staying stuck in one place. If you’re truly destined to be with him, now is not the time to worry about it. T: You’re right. I have to focus on me. And I have to acknowledge that ALL my feelings are valid. P: You’re right, kiddo. It’s just… I feel guilty for still feeling this way after SO LONG. R: Eh… You’re not the only one. V: How you’re reacting for however long is completely normal – not bad, not strange, not stupid. R: You’ve been so accepting of all of us and our and -uh- eccentricities you’re darn tootin we would do the same for you-tin I’m sorry, I had to write rhyme it. P: Aww, shucks. Well, I just thought it would be EASIER to avoid all those nasty feelings altogether. T: Patton, avoiding grief can seem appealing, But I – I don’t think it’s fair to our mental health. Here’s a little rap that I made up, just now: It may seem scary to be that sad, but repressin’ depression can also be bad. R: Okay, well I’ll – I’ll – I’ll do the rhyming. In a way, grieving could be just the ticket we need to take that path forward to recovery. That was a mixed metaphor. I’m sorry. I’m not thinking… straight. Ever. I’m not straight. V: Just Be mindful. Being self-aware of what you’re feeling and non-judgmental in the face of those feelings. Knowing that… they’re normal. And that you’re on the road to feeling better,
could be exactly what it takes. P: You’re right, Virgil, and I should have been more mindful of YOU. V: Don’t sweat it. I – I just wish I could have been more help. I’ve always been the one who worried about losing the people that you loved. And that happened. And… … I haven’t known what to do since. T: Virgil , you’ve been as helpful as you could have been. Sadness shapes a different world. P: Gee, love is something, huh? R: Sho’nuff. V: And you loved him. A bushel and a peck. T: Oh! My- R: Virgil coming THROUGH with another Guys and Dolls song. Yes! P: That’s my boy. V: I couldn’t resist. T: All right, guys. Let’s get out of here. [Patton exhales] P: Are you ready? T: I think I am. P: Well then… Let’s go. R: Off into the great wide somewhere… V: Make a note to burn some of these journals. T: Never. Home again, home again. R: Haha! V: Whoa. That was new for me. I’ve never done that whole… rising up thing. How you guys do that every episode? I’m so lightheaded. P: [sighs] L: Oh, you’re back. T: Hey…
R: Ah, hey… buddy. P: Logan! L: Finally coming to your senses I see. V: Hey – what the heck was that? Disappearing on us? Don’t you dare try that stunt again. L: Did you honestly think that I was fully out of the conversation? I’m not a feeling. I’m the physical representation of something deeply embedded within you. Even if it seems like I’m gone, I’ll always be there to a degree. V: Okay. Well. Warn a dude next time. L: Now, in regards to the figurative siren song that had you all spellbound Are you satisfied with your resolution? T: Well, it -ah- it took some soul-searching, but – um- I think we got there. P: Um… sorry, Logan. I don’t know why these things make us lose sight of you sometimes. R: Yes, you were completely right. L: I know. R: Meaning you were right about initially being wrong. L: I know. All that matters now is how we proceed. T: Yes. And I do think there are positives to nostalgia, all those good memories truly do encourage me to think about what lies ahead. T: But… I also think it’s important to focus more on being mindful of who and where I am – here and now. P: No one can REALLY plan their future. R: But that shouldn’t stop them from looking forward to it. V: No matter the fears. L: You have all your past experiences that will hopefully help you and not hinder you. T: You guys are right. L: And -uh – a little compromise, Patton? L: As much as it pains me, sometimes when the heart wants change, you must listen to it. Is this appealing to you… at all? [Patton gasps] P: Logan… is that a… …Cat Hoodie? L: I thought this might be less cumbersome while still catering to your -uh- eccentric standards. P: [gasps again]
You got me a GIFT?!!! Oh my GOODNESS!!!
I LOVE IT!!!!! L: It even has a front pouch to place an actual cat, if you so desire. P: Oh, I can’t.
I’m allergic. L: Then WHY the cat onesie? P: I like cats. R: You know what would also fit in there that you’re NOT allergic to… P: What? R: Kaboom. [Moment of complete awe] P: PUPPIES??!! T: WHAT?! P: You can conjure puppies?! R: Shhh, don’t tell anyone. [Patton squeals with happiness] L: Well, this is just too precious to process. V: I… Literally can’t think of anything bitter or cynical to remark. P: Thank you so much, Logan. L: Of course. It’s all purely for practical reasons, small steps forward and all that. P: Roll over. Oh, he can’t do it ’cause you’re in my pocket, it -that’s – it’s okay. Aww look his little yawn, his little yawn! R: Say… looking at all those old shows really made me miss the stage even more, Thomas. What other roles haven’t we played? Sweeney Todd, Lumiere, ANNIE?! V: Um, he can’t play…okay, well there he goes. I’m gonna brace myself to work overtime REAL soon. Later. T: Getting back on stage would DEFINITELY be fun, But -uh- trying an extra course or two could also be interesting. I don’t know, might try both again just to switch things up, could be fun. L: I’m… Glad to hear you say that, Thomas. T: But seriously… thanks for your help today, Logan.
L: All in a day’s work. Good that we got through another emotional mire. As for the course to take, please consider – Both: Astronomy. T: Yup, right there with you
L: YES! [Thomas sighed contentedly] T: Well, Patton?
P: Yeah, Thomas? T: How are ya feeling? P: Well, that’s always a tough question to answer, But… this puppy sure is helping things. T: Honestly though – the times that we see you being silly and laughing… Some of that’s real… right? P: Well, yeah, of course, Thomas.
Almost all the time it is. There’s so much good in your life to remember and appreciate, as well as the bad. Those memories don’t have to be forgotten, but they shouldn’t weight us down. They shouldn’t weigh you down because… they’re just a PART of who you are. All of you is important. T: Will I ever feel that special feeling again? P: I think you just got a keep in mind that you’re worthy of great things – independent of anyone who comes and goes in your life. Once you realize that, You’re capable of feeling those feelings on your own terms. Hey, you like rainbows, right? T: Uh, you know I do.
I’m offended that you would ask. P: Well you always see them best after a bit of rain. T: Wow… That was a – um – really nice metaphor, Patton. P: I’m just saying cuz it looks like it’s raining outside and you might get to see a killer rainbow. T: Ah… T: Gotcha. Um… Well… Usually I like to end with a pretty concise conclusion on the best way to handle a dilemma. But… I – I don’t know if there is such a clear answer on how best to move on. Perhaps the main thing to focus on is… Just… P: One step in front of the other, kiddo. You can do it. I’m rootin’ for ya. T: Okay. [“The Things We Used To Share”
by Thomas Sanders Instrumental Plays] [background music ends] T: Before closing out the video, I just have to remark that it is roughly one year since the very first Sanders Sides video, and I just can’t believe it. Thank you all SO MUCH for your continued support. Your appreciation of the videos and just allowing us to tell stories like the one you just saw. My friends and I work really hard on these videos, and we just are blown away by the response and we’re so thankful for all of you, so thank you SO MUCH And if you enjoyed the Sanders Sides and you want to rep. any of them, there is tons of merch over at the merch store Um- and there’s gonna be new stuff later on this year that I’m super excited about so if you want to check any of it out You can go to this URL Um – to stay up to date If not – no big deal, because honestly we are just grateful to have you all as viewers and supporting us the way that you do. So thank you all so much. And until next time, Take it easy guys, gals, and non-binary pals… Peace out! L & R: So get up, get out. Let everyone know. We need to let the animals and the trees GROW! R: Oh!
L: Yeah. Rainforest Rap. V: [groans] R: The Rainforest Rap!
L: Save the Rainforest. R: See? Maybe you’ll think twice about interrupting us next time, Virgil. L: We cannot be stopped – Only paused. V: Is it too late to be an outcast again? P: Hey Ya! [giggles] Right? “Hey Ya”? It’s a single by Outkast? The second Outkast reference in a Sanders Sides Video? I only know one song by Outkast. L: Patton, how are you today? P: Um, I’m doing pretty great. Feeling So Fresh, So Clean – ANOTHER Outkast song! Tricked ya! R: Are you really though? V: How do we know that you’re not just… …covering up? P: Naw, you guys I’m- I’m learning not to do that.
Plus, to make it easier, I realize that whenever I leave my room,
I get to see all of you. Gives me something to look forward to. L: Well. That is very good to hear. P: Logan, you have got that “cool factor.” Heck, you’re making me feel cooler. L: Oh. Um -eh- thank you. P: Maybe it’s because you’re… L: Wait no! P: My biggest fan! L: Ah…. [continues in a groan] R: [sighs] Things are looking up. V: Yup.

Comments (100)

  1. this legit made me cry omg my boy is SO HURT

  2. I wish I had hair like Thomas's
    I am loving the bangs

  3. Patton failed his job as Virgil’s protecter

  4. Spoiler for DWIT: We have seen the other sides dark sides have different powers. This was the first video we see them in action. Virgils power to make his voice the loudest out of all the sides. And decit has the ability to shut the other sides up and Remus has the ability to drown them out. (Decit also has the power to become the sides.but I havent found where that fits yet.)I have a theory that each dark side has a power relating to, Hear no evil, See no evil, speak no evil. In this video at 1:38 look at the picture in the background. Its tomas doing the, speak no evil, hear no evil, see no evil motions. Now the intresting things is from what we can see Remus, Virgil and Decit all follow the speak no evil pattern. They all have the ability to keep the other sides from being heard. But if you look more into the ways they do this it becomes clear there different. Decit shuts everyone up, that is clearly speak no evil. Also becouse he lies it follows his character. But thats were things get tricky, Virgil and Remus. After a lot of thought I think Virgil is hear no Evil. When he gets louder all Tomas can focus on is Virgil. Hencse the "He was loud" comment. Remus on the other hand shuts all the other sides up not by making them unheard but by making them unseen. In DWIT we see what its like in Tomas's head when Remus is influencing it. All the other sides become blurry and toned down. Anyways I just thought it was interesting. But if anyone thinks they belong in diffrent categories I'd be intrested to hear!
    (Sorry if there are typos)

  5. Virgil taking the emotional Lead. I'M SO HAPPY!!

  6. Pause at 1:30

    Look at the picture in the background

    First part- deceit
    Second- remus
    Third- unknown dark side

  7. Thank you putting it into words.

  8. Patton was so happy when Logan appeared my heart-

  9. 16:07 that is the most cutest thing ever!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  10. This one made me cry

  11. 8:01 well I'm glad you came to that conclusion Thomas AFTER ONE AND A THIRD OF A VIDEO

  12. Your videos make me so happy

  13. "I dont have anything bitter or cynical to add" literally me irl

  14. Is no one gonna talk about logans smule towards Patton in 16:33 like it was sooooo cute #logicality

  15. Am I the only one who tears up every time I watch this?

  16. When Virgil s voice goes like that during an anxiety attack, it's his regular voice back when he was a Dark Side. Now that he's joined sides with Thomas, his anxiety has gotten better. Back when he was a Dark Side there was no one to help him with his anxiety.

  17. Thomas, I just want to thank you for this video. A few years ago I managed to get out of a toxic friendship and even though it happened years ago, I still find myself thinking about what happened and that person. Even though they put me through so much a part of my heart still cares about them. It's been really hard to move on, despite how long it's been and me knowing that they were toxic. I know you were talking about a breakup in this episode but all that stuff you were saying about moving on and taking it one step at a time really rang close to home. I may never completely move on from them but I at least owe it to myself to try and move forward. I know you probably won't see this comment but, again, I just wanna say thanks. Love you so much. You're amazing.

  18. did anyone else notice that the picture kept changing?

  19. Patton is so precious, he needs to be protected as such.

    Join the #ProtectPatton club.

  20. This is like the second or third time I've watched the series okay and I cry in every single episode it just never fails I am currently crying very hard again and it's super pathetic but like I thought I should update you so yeah that's where I'm at right now crying Rec love that love that so much

  21. On another note Virgil would probably be very proud of my sarcasm so yeah

  22. 12:18 Roman: I'm not thinking straight ever, I'm not straight

  23. if anyone knows what is the background music at 6:33

  24. What if your ex saw this video?


  26. Woah when they spend too much time somewhere virgles voice become echoey

  27. (s p o i l e r )

    omg someone in the comments of the intrusive thoughts video said all the "good" sides rose up when they were summoned or whatever and the "bad" sides, such as deceit and Remus just sort of pop up or appear weirdly.. and since Virgil said in that video that he was one of them before.. and he said 13:36 ..

    Does anyone get where I'm going with this please someone say yes because that's the best way I can say what I'm thinking because I'm too busy thinking about how much of a gEnIuS I Am-

  28. I actually cried at the end I still am now oof I'm sorry

  29. Virgil plz be mine lol

  30. I love how Patton low key sounded like Kermit at the end there tho

  31. Did anyone notice the pictures on the frame behind Thomas changing everytime the camera changes between Him and one of the sides? That was such a cool detail ♡

  32. virgil: having panic attack
    logan: stop! everyone!
    patton: can you just stop logan
    logan: Ok! leaves
    virgil: AAAHHHH NO NO NO NO!!!!

  33. Aww this was very emotional. It made me look at my past, all the bad things that happened in there. And possibly, it gave some motivation to move on. A Step forward in life. Your videos come up with so much emotion in them i can actually feel them and it's, really make me want to be more thoughtfull of my life. I never considered being true to myself but you finding yourself througout the videos…i need to start working on myself too. I get so messed up with my emotions that i realise, i live only on one emotion – morality. I guess i'll have to work on my other senses to know me better. I guess i want to say: thank you for opening my eyes.

  34. Did anyone else see the picture behind Thomas change every time the sene cuts to him

  35. Anyone feel like deceit was disguised as Roman?

  36. 21:14 At the end, Patton kinda swings his head up as he appears like when deceit, disguised as Logan, does in am I an honest person. So… was Patton being impersonated from here to can lying be good? I’m shook by this if it’s true.

  37. Does anyone else notice the pictures changing behind Thomas

  38. when my edgy boi angry he echos cool

  39. 12:01
    “It may seem scary to be that sad
    But repressing depression
    Can also be bad”
    Thomas I love you

  40. Is your phone ok from getting thrown at the ground?

  41. Is anyone gonna state that every time the shot changes back to thomas the picture in the background Changes ?

  42. “im gonna rewatch some sanders sides videos!”
    several hours later
    “ah… that hits home… boy am i sad”

  43. I was hyped to see virgil and roman wearing glasses and sweaters but, i was disappointed… fanart here i come :>


  45. lying is a sideof myself i would rather not feed into cought decit*cough*

  46. That glimmer of hope in Virgil's eyes when Thomas says "Falsehood…" Agh my heart! 💜
    I like how he looks to Logan for stability.

  47. 12:16
    "I'm not straight ever." ha

  48. I made that clip where he calls back and Virgil goes all Jedi Master on Thomas my text message notification! Lol It's hilarious 😆😂😂 I've had almost everyone that hears it bust out in laughter!

  49. This videos are always uplifting and funny

  50. I just wanted to say thank you. This video really helped me to move on from a relation ship that I was struggling from. 3-4 years ago I had a really good relation ship that ended poorly. I had a really hard time with the thought that I was going to feal that happy again. I watched this and started the process of being able to feal like that again
    Now I found someone who I love and it's because if you giving me the idea that things can get better. So thank you. I can't thank you enough… thank you. If I can ever do anything for you plz let me know.

  51. Virgil having a panic attack is me in an escape room

  52. anyone else literally burst out in tears in the montage at the end? no just me?

  53. The sad part is when you're super late to the party – again – and you really wanna check out all the awesome merch and maybe even treat yourself to some, and then the link doesn't work… or more like, it does, except there's no merch. Sad(

  54. Logan at the end card killed me

  55. I have never connected so hard with a video though I have loved yours so hard. Thank you so much for this in the time of my life I needed it.

  56. Does anyone else see that the painting changes each time the camera turns to Thomas?

  57. This one speaks so much to me right now. I miss this girl so much. We had such beautiful moments and it hurt so much when we broke up. She said she would be my friend and next thing I know we havent talked in 2 months+. And its even harder getting over her because we go to the same school and the same class. I hate so much treating her as this phantasmagorical presence that I must avoid at all costs. Because even when I dont want her back in that way, I still love her as a friend. It just confuses me so much that she suddenly decided to act as if she hated me. Just hearing her VOICE makes me sad and angry. I cant stand being close to her in any way and I hate that SO MUCH. That final sequence qhere Thomas remembered everything got me good. I understand that feeling.

  58. Did anyone realise that when the angle turned to Thomas there was new photo in the picture frame.

  59. 7:51 – 7:55

    That was logan/logic talking through Thomas there

  60. And now I'm crying. This is too fucking relatable…

  61. "Take a deep breath and give me your best primal scream"

  62. Patton with the cat hoodie squealing over the puppy made me scream with happiness

  63. Omg the foreshadowing for Deceit was real in this episode

  64. Am I the only person who realizes the picture changes?!

  65. has anyone noticed that when they entered patton's room, the picture on thomas's top right kept changing whenever the camera switched to him?

  66. Did anyone else realize the picture behind Thomas kept changing?

  67. I love the background picture frame on Thomas’s side because it conveys parts of the conversation. Such as while they were talking about Thomas butt dialing it showed pictures of Thomas’s butt.

  68. So at 5:35 Virgil is literly doing breathing exercises to calm down. Exactly what I and most others do when we have panic attacks. But even after mostly calming down, at 6:00 when he is talking, his voice is still slightly echoing. For me even if the attack is done and I'm feeling better I still feel the effects of having that attack almost like an echo in my mind. I love this series so much.

  69. 7:55 – Logan has never left the room, and he's the one who talks to Patton and I find it so freaking adorable.

  70. Every time you look at the picture in the back round of Thomas it changes

  71. Logan:i dont wanna be here

  72. Didn’t anyone noticed the photos in pattons room is changing everytime the camera goes to Thomas!!

    Like if you knew!

  73. All the straight girls watching this and being sad that he is gay

  74. The dog black look like my dog

  75. 7:45 is a sign Logan is still here. And everyone is so shocked that Thomas would be so sharp with Patton.

  76. Do think it is fun making me cry

  77. had me crying at the end…

  78. this was amazing Thomas I really appreciate this video

  79. Awwwwww Virgil sweet little baby having a anxiety attack 🥺

  80. im crying, virgil is literally having an attack and no one is noticing its breaking my little hearts .He is also setting off my anxiety

  81. Did anyone else just stare at the black puppy and scream inside

  82. I gotta say, Ive been binging these videos for a bit and when I got to this one again, it hit harder. A few months ago a guy I was interested in and close to dating almost left. Cut all contact. I know its for him, that it was better but every day feels like a challenge to move on. I miss him dearly. But this video is making taking that a bit easier. Its ok to reminisce, but not to obsess. There will be other memories to make, and other people to meet.

  83. Is it just me or does anybody else love Virgil’s demonic voice

  84. The end almost made me cry, especially when you add in the Things We Used To Share instrumental. I heard it and my eyes were like "be prepared for some water works"

    Idc if I said this a year later, I just wanted to mention it for anyone else that felt this way 😌

  85. If you get a big stuffed animal or a body pillow then it can help with that bitter loneliness you might feel at night


  87. I know you won’t read this but I legit cried through this video and I’m so sorry I haven’t been watching you that long but I kinda think you went through a breakup and I just hope you remember that even though they are gone just remember you have so many loving people in your life such as your friends family and so on that will still be there for you throughout your life also you are very funny and amazing your vids make me think back on things that happened through my life and don’t worry I’m fine it just made me realize I’m really selfish and I am not very observant on things that happen and I am trying very hard to change so thank you Thomas you have made me want to change for the better and for my friends which whom I’m very rude to so again thank you have a nice day

  88. Does anyone else want to see more of his relationships

  89. 3:11 d e c e i t f o r e s h a d o w in g

  90. Logan: “Just because Patton can’t let go of one person?!”

    Patton: “Logan can you stop please!”

    That was so sad it makes me so emotional 😔

  91. 13:55 NOBODY is talking about how Virgil immediately tells him not to disappear on them again.

    The point is,

    PURE. Shipping fuel.

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